Thursday, June 25, 2009

Energy, or lack thereof

I don't get this shit. Everyone that's dropped a buttload of weight talks about how great they feel now, how much energy they have, blah blah fucking blah.

I'm down nearly 70 lbs, make it a point (for the most part...most of the time...okay I'm working on it damn it!) to work out. You'd figure I'd be feeling waaaay more energetic now! Nope. And for some reason when I work out I'm hungry all fucking day! So, I workout, start laundry, eat, wallow, maybe nap, eat, finish that load of laundry four hours later....

I have zero energy. I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't know if it's just boredom with the monotony that is my life or what but I used to keep my house spotless, now I grumble when I know the floors have to be done...sweep a couple days later...then say I'll mop but never do it.

So I wanted pie this morning. I finally drug my ass to the grocery store, only because I had only one cigarette left otherwise I would have said fuck it, passed by the pie but grabbed a different And then at the till I just had to have some chocolate. I just finished hoovering a caramilk bar. It was beautiful.

After a couple of requests I'll be putting up pics of my tatts, soon...I just need to get over the fact that I can't photoshop my back fat and bat wing arms (but that's only because I don't know how). Let me get over myself and they'll be up, I promise!


wildfluffysheep said...

ooooooo the promise of pics!

hmmmm on the energy thing... what are your sleeping habits like?

m...mmm pizza *drool*

lol. wish i could photoshop out backfat too... there are some hideous pics of mine, lurking!

Carlos said...

cant wait to see the tatts.

big_mummy said...

you know its a shame my hubby is being such a butt head coz hes like an airbrusher and i keep asking him to seriously airbrush me loads slimmer so i can see how i look.

back fat or not i wanna see, and just remember how much smaller you are now!

re: energy... do you have lots of sugrary stuff? sugar highs and lows? or carbs??

I'm the Fat Daddy. said...

I keep thiking the energy part will come later. Instead I forecast we will all be skinny zombie's staggering down the street drooling down the front of our shirts. And you know what- I don't give a shit, cause I will be skinny..skinnyer anyways.

Action Jackson said...

I'm the same way. I lost all this weight and I have no energy. Though I have found if there is some activity that I particularly enjoy or if my friends want to hang out, my energy picks up. I think it's just boredom, lack of excitement. Some people have very sociable lives, they are always busy, and always out doing stuff. I think those variations influence energy levels immensely.

Amber said...

I'm guessing you've heard this a million times, other way to say've got to stop smoking. It craps around with your body in more ways than just the well-known one. It's contributing a lot to your lack of energy. I know you know this, have heard this. Still...thought I'd throw another log on that. Said with love.