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Saturday, April 10, 2010

gain

I was stupid and stepped on the scale. I was going to skip knowing what I've done to myself but I happen to be an obsessive scaler. I'm up 3.2 lbs this week. I wonder why that is? Oh wait! Maybe the three bags of turtle chex mix I've scarfed, or oh yeah, quite possibly the fact that I got good and shit faced last night then found myself at McDick's drive thru at midnight. Maybe that's why. I know I'm being stupid. Oh fucking well. I feel pathetic you guys. I really do. Like a big fat pathetic failure.

5 comments:

Tony The Pink Panda said...

I don't really consider 77 pounds lost to be a failure. It's gonna be ok :).

Kat said...

You're not a failure. You are PMSing and have S~T~R~E~S~S. There is a difference....hang in there!

A Blogoddess Tale said...

Okay, Sweetie, you are one of God's creations and He don't make no junk. No matter what you see in the mirror or what the world says you should look like, you are a beautiful being. You are not expected to be perfect. Life and weight is all about the ups and downs. Take time to reflect on the good that is in your life. Right now, march in front of a mirror and tell yourself FIVE wonderful things about you. End with "I am a beautiful creation of God and I am an important part of God's Plan."

HUGS, HUGS, HUGS, Lisa

Alexia said...

Please don't beat yourself up ok? You and you're family are going through a terrible time. It doesn't matter that you gained...just that you're making better choices starting now.

Fat Daddy said...

Now you know that fall off the wagon weight is gonna come right back off. I get the compulsive scaler thing. But it's just one day. And after some hard news it's understandable.