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Friday, April 9, 2010

Day of rest?

Last night I still worked out. Tonight I think I'm going to pass. Not because I want to, but because I have an appt and don't know when I'm getting home.

I'm going to keep exercising. Even as I eat my way through the house. I know what I'm doing. I know EXACTLY what I'm doing. And I know why. Maybe if I had a friend up here it wouldn't be so bad. When you feel that you're utterly alone...it's easy to allow yourself to consciously eat your emotions.

I'm by no means giving up, just for now, I'm giving in. I'll get sick of it again, I always do.

5 comments:

TC said...

I am really glad you are still going to exercise. Don't lose that awesome habit you are getting into. The extra calories from eating suck, but at least you are still building all those awesome muscles and that cardio.

If you can keep yourself on track at a horrible time like this, you can do it ANY time. Try to make some healthy food choices tomorrow...I know you can do it!

I really wish I lived in your town, hon, really really really. You will have to content yourself with me dragging my fabulous ass over to see you in the summer! Yes, I will brave friggin' Alberta in AUGUST for you. That's love, baby!

Jack Sh*t, Gettin' Fit said...

Sorry you've hit such a bad patch of road, Amber. Remember, it's always darkest right before it's pitch black (dammit... that wasn't very comforting)

Fat Daddy said...

At least you are exercising Amber. Even as you try to figure out the eating part. That's a big part of the fight. And proof that you are not giving up.

Diana said...

Sweet Amber...you are a very cool young woman. I do not understand why you don't have friends there in Edmonton. There seemed to be a lot of really nice people.

You can make new friends. You're smart, funny, witty. Anyone would love to have you as a friend.

Good for you for continuing the exercise. I find it's always the thing that gets me back on track, eventually. :)

Btw - I f'ing hate Cobra Starship! Hate them! Everytime I hear that freaking awful song Hot Mess. It's like fingernails on a chalkboard to me now. How did I ever like that stupid song?

Anyway, if I was there, I'd be your friend for sure! (even though I'm old enough to be your grandma!).

F. McButter Pants said...

Babes, you're not alone. We are all right here.

Lots of love and concern coming your way. Can you feel it??