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Thursday, February 18, 2010

shame

Since Tuesday morning I have polished off 9 chocolate covered cherries, two bags of chocolate turtle chex mix, 1 bag of baked tostitos, a cinnamon roll...a big one, and this is just the snackies. Some of the snackies. I know there were more. Tons of string cheese.

I'm going to weigh in on Saturday and I'll be surprised if I don't see a 7 lbs gain since my last weigh in. I will be surprised, and damn lucky. I need to stop this shit. I don't know how I ended up back here. I DO NOT WANT TO BE 285 LBS AGAIN!!!

3 comments:

TC said...

You know what to do, girl. Put down the sugar and fat, get moving. I'm glad you are blogging this! You aren't trying to hide it. I think if you were, it would be a very bad sign of where your head is at. This is a positive sign...a sign you are not ready to give up and let your old, unhealthy lifestyle consume you as you consume it!

You can do this thing.

Now, go do it!

arielcircleofnine said...

feeling your pain and dealing with some of the same struggles---i know its not much but, somehow when you know you're not alone it helps a bit. GO easy on yourself, you can get the mojo back!

Kat said...

You know what? Stop being ashamed! You are allowed at least one cheat day a week. One day. If you allow yourself one day and then work hard the other six in the expectation of the one day at the end? Well, anyhow...it helps me! Keep your chin up!